Saturday, 17 November 2012

Decision

Honestly, I am a very indecisive person, a poor decision maker indeed. Nevertheless, I am not afraid to just do things without thinking thoroughly about them. Since, what I often think to myself is that, I can always learn from my mistakes,  get up and try again. I have failed so many times in so many things, that I have ceased to become afraid of anything, really. I have become so confident in anything that I do, as I often just laugh at whatever calamity that falls upon me. Whenever I fail, or something really bad happens to me, I just think to myself. "Ahh, what the hell, bukannya mati pun", indeed what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. 

But when the decision that I take may affect the life of someone else. I can't simply haste and just do whatever that comes across my mind. I have to really think very very thoroughly and come up with a well-reasoned decision. I don't really care much about what happens to me, in whatever scenario it may be, but really I can't quite accept myself if I were the one who is responsible for ruining someone's future. 

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