When I feel down about my life, I often just write and let it out. To my silent readers, I don't mean everything that I write. Just like V said, "Artists use lies to tell the truth, while politicians use them to cover the truth up."
If you know me well, I am not that weak enough to kill myself. There are so many responsibilities that I have here, I am not that irresponsible to simply just leave them like that.
Usually when I am down, I write poetry, I write rubbish essays, or just watch V For Vendetta and Into The Wild. That's what I am gonna do tonight, watch the two movies. :)