Sometimes, I wish it's possible to just disappear and start a new life somewhere. Free from the guilt of the past, and the present, with only the future to carve upon.
But when I think again, it is just not possible to do that. I have obligations over here, and it would just be a terribly selfish, coward and irresponsible act for me to do so.
"not being able to govern events, i govern myself"- Montaigne.
Indeed, that's what I'm gonna do.