"There is no employment, either more weak or more strong than entertaining a man's own thoughts, according as the soul is; the greatest men make it their whole business"- MontaigneOn Saturdays, often I go to my alma mater, Kolej Ilmu PNB at Nilai to help the kids with their Add Maths & English. As I saw them doing their Maths exercises, constructing sentences and trying to speak English in group, one thing came to my mind. It was very hard for me to relate to them, the experience that I had when I was at their age.
2005, obviously not that long time ago but it was not easy to recall things that happened back then. Sometimes I tried to talk to them, about the way things were before. Honestly, I cannot tell if I was constructing fairytale out of nowhere, of if I was really telling the real deal.
These days, a few times I was confused about things that happened in my dream, so vividly I mistakenly thought they did happen in real life. Ergo, how sure can I be about things, that occurred a few years back?
By the way, on the question of : when was the last time I did something new?
hmmmm, it had been a quite a while. I need something new, something rejuvenating.