To be honest, I can no longer quite believe in what my eyes see nor what my ears listen to. In fact, I'm no longer entirely convinced by what I think, let alone what my heart says I feel. I believe that all my senses are merely just giving hints to the perception of reality, often which is wrong and misleading, anyway. I choose not to believe, but then it is rather now a state of slight confusion.
Happy Birthday dear self, to have survived another year, this salute is my personal gift to you. :)