This time, there is almost absolutely no precedent that I know of. Simply said, there is no hope anymore. I've been deceiving myself far longer than I can afford to. I've been living on optimism, for years beyond my means. I'm yet to see the light at the end of the tunnel, perhaps it is simply not there
btw it's not about exams or anything. I would be a fool to be awfully depressed over that kind of thing.