Friday, 24 December 2010

Merry Xmas and Happy New Year

2011 is coming in a week time but there're still many things that I wish I could've accomplished this year. A myriad of highs and lows, summers and winters, rainy days and sunshines had blown past me, but never before I've this feeling of outright confidence, to go through just about anything that may come across in the next few morrows that are still left for me. I'm no longer afraid of making mistakes for I'm now aware that I'm learning so much from them than ever. I'm standing up for things that I don't agree for I do now understand the nitty-gritty of seeing and reasoning beyond the mere horizons. I'm reading a lot more of books and literatures for I now believe, this is how the true meaning of Your first revealed Words tasted like:
Read! In the name of your Lord who created: He created man from a clinging form. Read! Your Lord is the Most Bountiful one who taught by [means of] the pen, who taught man what he did not know."

There are no words that can describe how grateful I am to You, for finally coming to terms with my chronic problems and managing them so much better now. It is indeed, very true when some people say that life can sometimes be so challenging, we just need someone infinitely more powerful than us, to hold onto. I shall be missing this year, just like how I sorely missed the years before and I still miss the warm companion of a few close friends who are not that close to me anymore. The pasts are no longer within my reach, but for any of my wrongdoings of which I'm sure are plenty, I am now offering my sincerest apologies to you.

There's never before, I have this strength to live another minute of my life, with the greatest cause of serving my creator, God. Thank You so much, for giving me so many chances even after I had turned myself so many times away from You, for being there all the time I need You even when I had forgotten about You in my good old days, and for bestowing me with things that I can never, ever repay You back.
Dear God, I hereby declare that You alone from this moment of my life, shall be my sole motive with the utmost importance that I shall cling onto until the second of my death, and everything else shall only come after You, never before. 

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